04.15.03 � 8:58 pm

I'm feeling kinda crappy. I don't know that I would call it "depressed", but there's definitely something going on with me.

I absolutely hate feeling insecure. Hate. it.

I wish I knew where it comes from. Why it happens. It makes me feel so weak. And so out of control.

And I also wonder if I will survive when Todd and I break up. Which we surely will someday.

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