05.16.03 � 11:07 pm

I'm tired.

3 days spent at the hospital with mom. I only came home long enough to shower and sleep.

She's okay though. SHe came home tonite.

I hadn't seen Todd since Mother's Day. His best friend flew in unexpectedly from Atlanta Tuesday night. He called and tried to be attentive...but it wasn't enough. I needed him THERE with me.

I'm just so emotionally drained. He came by tonite and I just cried and cried. And then it made him cry. He said he was sorry that he wasn't with me. I understand his situation, but I made him promise me tomorrow night would be devoted to me.

I miss him. Painfully.

And I'm exhausted. And I have to work tomorrow, so I'm going to bed.

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